Ever feel like you don't belong? That's how I wanted to describe what I am feeling or have been feeling for the past year and so. I guess that's how I forever felt being there but I guess I just became too familiar with the routine that I sort of forgot how I feel about being there. It doesn't mean it changed for me though.
I've been institutionalize for the past nine years and I guess one year forward and I still am trying to compare it to how it was before. One year have past and I've realized that I still cant get over it. It doesn't mean I don't want to move on--cause I do. I have plans too... unlike before. There are still things that I seriously need to think about and decisions to be made.
For now I just have to find that Happy Place.
I've been institutionalize for the past nine years and I guess one year forward and I still am trying to compare it to how it was before. One year have past and I've realized that I still cant get over it. It doesn't mean I don't want to move on--cause I do. I have plans too... unlike before. There are still things that I seriously need to think about and decisions to be made.
For now I just have to find that Happy Place.
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