empty and wallow

lost in the shadow

into the meadow

dark mountains

floral fountains

hazy mind-state

rougher winds

broken strings

stay adrift

--MMR 2015

Another 2am moment

I was passing by a graveyard at 2 am yesterday, Saturday 3rd of April. And I could smell death, like he was following me around. It wasn't foul. If I were to describe it, it pretty much is scented like those of flowers with decay.  I looked at my watch and saw that it was 2:13 AM and I asked myself what am I doing wandering around at this time again. I answered myself with the obvious that I was out for a midnight run but beyond that I am embarking on another experience for the first time. At 2 am I found myself wandering again. I don't know if it's coincidence or not but these 2 am moments really gets me. It calms my soul. I cannot wait for the next one again.

Contradictions

I want you to know me
but then I don't
I want you to want me
I can't look at your eyes for long
but I hate it when you're not looking
I like you for all the wrong reasons
and hate you for all the right ones
I like you
You don't feel the same
Plain simple

--MMR2015