<p>Sitting beside you last night makes me feel like things really fit. I am surprised to find myself liking the moment of talking with you, whereas before I would be contented by simply staring at you. Oggling…in secret. Seeing you stretch and flex those arms does me wonders but getting inside of your head as I listen to your low replies to my good for nothing questions surprisingly ingrains more. Idle moments during our short conversation would make us both break into a hum or a tune which surprisingly isn’t awkward as you take your time to compose your thoughts and I watch your face in deep thought. Surprisingly up close you don’t make direct eye contact whereas from across the hall you would tease me, shock me and fuck me with those devil eyes. You and your intense stare which simply has it’s ways to find me and lock me in those deep brown eyes. But that electric vibe in the air present last night: I’ve come to know that it isn’t just me. It cannot be just me.</p> Sitting beside you last night makes me feel like things really fit. I am surprised to find myself liking the moment of talking with you, whereas before I would be contented by simply staring at you. Oggling…in secret. Seeing you stretch and flex those arms does me wonders but getting inside of your head as I listen to your low replies to my good for nothing questions surprisingly ingrains more. Idle moments during our short conversation would make us both break into a hum or a tune which surprisingly isn’t awkward as you take your time to compose your thoughts and I watch your face in deep thought. Surprisingly up close you don’t make direct eye contact whereas from across the hall you would tease me, shock me and fuck me with those devil eyes. You and your intense stare which simply has it’s ways to find me and lock me in those deep brown eyes. But that electric vibe in the air present last night: I’ve come to know that it isn’t just me. It cannot be just me.</p>
Saturday, July 4, 2015
Sunday, June 14, 2015
what did I do to deserve this.
3am, way past my bed time, I am sleepy too but I'm afraid to close my eyes. Since Friday when that unexpected moment happened where I got to hang out alone with you, since then... I cannot stop dreaming of you. I absolutely despise it! I mean, it's already bad enough that I think of you all the time. I feel like I deserve to skip the torture of dreaming of the state of things that we could be. I hate that I see it vividly, I hear your voice saying my name and your arrogant ass is there like you're not going away. The part I hate the most is waking up, shocked that I dreamt of you again, sad that it will never happen.
prom
PROM
Just for tonight I wish to be yours
I want you to hold me and don’t let go
Just for tonight I wish to be in your arms
Just be secured right by your side
Just tonight I want you to be with me
Focused your attention on me and leave the world be
Just for tonight I wanna feel what its like to dance with you to
Look into your eyes while we drift slowly
Just for tonight I wish to be yours
I want you to hold me and don’t let go
Just for tonight I wish to be in your arms
Just be secured right by your side
Just tonight I want you to be with me
Focused your attention on me and leave the world be
Just for tonight I wanna feel what its like to dance with you to
Look into your eyes while we drift slowly
.....
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
STOP!
Wake up to the morning sun
forget the past and start from one
relinquish not, memories from way back
Yes, going further leads you off track
STOP!
Turn around come back to me
dont let our love be a memory
scarred from the battle we fought
as to loving became a second thought
barred from understanding what's in front of us
we struggle for answers
were still at lost
round we go along with the beat
as we survive through cold and heat
walking 'til were strangers to who we are
time has taken us too far
so STOP!
I changed my mind
just give me back my heart
MMR 2012
forget the past and start from one
relinquish not, memories from way back
Yes, going further leads you off track
STOP!
Turn around come back to me
dont let our love be a memory
scarred from the battle we fought
as to loving became a second thought
barred from understanding what's in front of us
we struggle for answers
were still at lost
round we go along with the beat
as we survive through cold and heat
walking 'til were strangers to who we are
time has taken us too far
so STOP!
I changed my mind
just give me back my heart
MMR 2012
Sunday, May 24, 2015
McKinley Hill
I promised myself I'd make my blog more informative than how it is now, I was thinking of a way that I could be of help to people and what better way than to help first time commuters get directions to McKinley Hill.
Situated along Lawton Avenue, McKinley Hill is a bit tricky to get to for first timers as there are a lot of right turns that people may encounter along the way (if you're coming from the West that is). There are two modes of public transpo that could get you to Mc. First is my default way of getting there the UV express van! I have always taken the van from Magallanes terminal. The entrance is now situated inside the condo unit and you have to walk along Chino Roces just before Wilcon Depot. You pay 25 pesos for the fare and from there it'll take you directly to Mc. The first stop would be One World establishments around it are McDonalds, Yellow Cab and PNB. The next stop would be just before Venice Piazza then at the back of Venice Piazza near Enderun and last would be the terminal at Tanduay Stadium. The other terminal near my location is the one along MRT Ayala, from the entrance (on the MRT side) the vans going to McKinley is at the front most and has the FTI signage. It would pass through Forbes and San Antonio Village via McKinley Road as oppose to Mantrade-Chino Roces Extension from the former. trips
The mode I take on my way home (from McKinley to Pasay) is normally the jeepney. It has a terminal at McKinely West for jeepneys for those enroute to Gate Three and the Guada jeeps are parked along Lawton. You can either go via 'Gate Three Direstso' which will take you to Gate Three plaza and from there I walk up the bridge and take the jeepneys which bears the 'Heritage' sign board. The Guadalupe jeepneys drops you off at the Guadalupe terminal and from there, there would be jeepneys of either San Andres or Taft Herran.
I live along Vito Cruz and if you're a first time commuter to McKinley I suggest you ride the van cause it';s easier and more efficient. I promise to take photos to give you guys a clearer depth of things :)
Situated along Lawton Avenue, McKinley Hill is a bit tricky to get to for first timers as there are a lot of right turns that people may encounter along the way (if you're coming from the West that is). There are two modes of public transpo that could get you to Mc. First is my default way of getting there the UV express van! I have always taken the van from Magallanes terminal. The entrance is now situated inside the condo unit and you have to walk along Chino Roces just before Wilcon Depot. You pay 25 pesos for the fare and from there it'll take you directly to Mc. The first stop would be One World establishments around it are McDonalds, Yellow Cab and PNB. The next stop would be just before Venice Piazza then at the back of Venice Piazza near Enderun and last would be the terminal at Tanduay Stadium. The other terminal near my location is the one along MRT Ayala, from the entrance (on the MRT side) the vans going to McKinley is at the front most and has the FTI signage. It would pass through Forbes and San Antonio Village via McKinley Road as oppose to Mantrade-Chino Roces Extension from the former. trips
The mode I take on my way home (from McKinley to Pasay) is normally the jeepney. It has a terminal at McKinely West for jeepneys for those enroute to Gate Three and the Guada jeeps are parked along Lawton. You can either go via 'Gate Three Direstso' which will take you to Gate Three plaza and from there I walk up the bridge and take the jeepneys which bears the 'Heritage' sign board. The Guadalupe jeepneys drops you off at the Guadalupe terminal and from there, there would be jeepneys of either San Andres or Taft Herran.
I live along Vito Cruz and if you're a first time commuter to McKinley I suggest you ride the van cause it';s easier and more efficient. I promise to take photos to give you guys a clearer depth of things :)
Monday, April 20, 2015
Thursday, April 9, 2015
Another 2am moment
I was passing by a graveyard at 2 am yesterday, Saturday 3rd of April. And I could smell death, like he was following me around. It wasn't foul. If I were to describe it, it pretty much is scented like those of flowers with decay. I looked at my watch and saw that it was 2:13 AM and I asked myself what am I doing wandering around at this time again. I answered myself with the obvious that I was out for a midnight run but beyond that I am embarking on another experience for the first time. At 2 am I found myself wandering again. I don't know if it's coincidence or not but these 2 am moments really gets me. It calms my soul. I cannot wait for the next one again.
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