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1. What was the highlight of your week?
my suspension from work aaah the beauty of REST from stress 

2. Whose car were you in last?
does the cab count?

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
later

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
vyolet

5. How long is your hair?
short

6. Are you good looking?
occasionally speaking yes

7. Last movie you watched?
Silver Linings Playbook - it was okay

8. Who were you with?
alone as always

9. Last thing you ate?
pringles jalapeno

10. Last thing you drank?
nestea honey blend--I'm hooked

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
oh

12. Who came over last?
and invaded my bed? Jedjed

13. Are you happy right now?
meh

14. What did you say last?
kunin mo na yung bata hindi ako makatulog

15. Where is your phone?
with her

16. What color are your eyes?
brown

17. Are you left-handed?
nah

18. Spell your name without vowels:
mrn

19. Do you have any pets?
none at the moment

20. Favorite Vacation?
Baguio maybe

21. What do you dislike currently?
her face her soul her entire being

22. What are you listening to?
Mr Hudson--Supernova

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
chickenjoy?

24. What is your favorite scent?
yours

25. Who makes you happiest?
family maybe

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
putting my nephew to bed

27. When is your birthday?
January 17

28. Who has the same phone as you?
eh?

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
cant recall

30. Do you read your horoscope?
barely

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
7eleven

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
thoroughly disgusted

33. Do you bite your nails?
nah kadiri

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
no

36. Myspace or facebook?
is this even a question?

37. How fast have you driven a car?
fast enough for my dad to jam the gear into Neutral

38. Have you ever smoked?
what exactly are we talking about here? cause I need precision before I answer

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
History and Social Science

40. Do you have Verizon?
nope

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
them bright eyes kind

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
people don't know that I can sing while sleeping, does that count?

43. Favorite Song?
if favorite you mean most played on my itunes then it's Whatever Happened by the Strokes

44. Do you like to sing at all?
duh?

45. Dream Job?
something that entails me to see the world out there.

46. Where does most of your family live?
Philippines

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have an older and a younger sister

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
nope

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
my tummy aches I gotta fart this up!

50. Do you drink?
water? yes.

51. Know any other languages?
a bit of bonne nuit there and a bit of ta jia hao here

52. Ever write a coded message?
yes when I was a grader there was this letters that we thought we device only to find out when I got older and knew better that half the english speaking world knows those alphabet.

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
what do you mean?

54. Do you have any children?
If my stuff toy shark and unicorns can be classified as children then yes

55. Did you take a nap today?
I just woke up at 2om

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
never met anyone

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
yes

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
nah that would mean losing my privacy to post disgusting things and i love doing that

59. Any Pet Peeves?
none that i could think of right now

60. Are you multitasking right now?
if you count my perseverance to finish this before I run for food as while trying my best not to be so sarcastic for this survey as multitasking then yes I am

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
the question is who is she?

62. What is your least favorite chore?
washing the dishes

63. Last place you drove your car?
if I had any

64. Ever been out of the country?
I wish I hope I will

65. Where were you born?
PGH

66. Could you handle being in the military?
nah

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
average lang.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
myself, my tummy FOOD

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
two nights ago with RA

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
not so much

71. Are your toes always painted?
most of the time

72. How many piercings do you have?
two. my attempts to have more left me with scars and.. infections

73. What are you doing today?
laundry and bed

74. Have you ever been gambling?
haha in college where we were left to our personal destruction we let ourselves loose gambling at Taft--Saturdays are card sharking days ;)

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
what

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
so-so

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
theres none in Phili

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Candace or Doofenshmirtz maybe

79. Last thing you cooked?
omelette

80. How’s the weather?
it's about to rain in a few s it's humid

81. Do you e-mail?
barely

82. What’s the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
soaked it on alcohol

83. Last time you were sick?
a few months back

84. What states have you lived in?
uhm

85. Do you wish you could move?
move out? Yes I want a beach front at Azure.

87. What is your dream car?
I'd love to have an Enzo

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
why do you ask? YUNG TOTOO.

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
at the beach on the recliner under a huge coconut tree for the shade

90. Are you happy with your life?
I'm getting there.

I've been stalking this person whose need for solitude matches mine and whose loneliness I understand in so many levels and dont. I am weirdly attracted to the thoughts that person puts up on the internet for the sole reason that is unknown to me, thus I came to think of how I am  highly amazed at the people who can put their most personal thoughts and views unto their blog and brandish it for the world to see, as if they're not afraid of the criticism/judgement that would come alongside that self imposed vulnerability case they placed themselves into. I mean personally I like to write about all this stuff that I have in my head cause I feel like if I dont then all hell will break loose inside of me but to let people get to know me by knowing my deepest thoughts might take some more time and courage for me to do.  

4am

it's 4 am , you look out your window and everything is perfectly still: no jeepneys honking around, no children running on the street , no drunkard swaying there way to wherever their turf is and you just get to be amaze by how everything is perfectly still and quiet and you go back to your thoughts, perplex and then you ask yourself; what the fuck am I doing with my life ergo staring at the sleeping street at 4 am.